life

school..study...clinicals...stress...tired...going from one place to another...never getting a day to relax..always worrying about something...having some evenings with no one to just sit down and talk to in person....being away from family.feeling alone..seeing good people pass away..it sucks... :(
think for second...a year ago i didnt know what i wanted to do or where i wanted to be...a year later, today, i realized i have 5 more months until i finish what i have been working so hard for..
this past year i learned that your whole world can change in the blink of an eye....everyday you are given the chance to change something in your life..it can be something good or bad..he follows you through your journey and walks with you as your support when you fall..he lets you fall bc he knows you have the strength to get back up..he will be there to watch you fall..feel your pain...catch your tears...he will be the first one to smile when you pick yourself back up.dont give up and keep walking forward...walk forward with strength and let your weakness fall behind..
look at yourself for a moment..dont think about you failures..dont think about the hard times you're going through...where will that get you? look into yourself and acknowledge your achievements, your beauty, your ability to love you friends and family.think about your first day of kindergarten..your grandma walking you to school.your sisters hugging you..your brother squeezing you.your mom braiding your hair...the sneakers your dad got that lit up as you walked around...for once think about all of the good moments you have had in life before even thinking about the bad ones...dont be afraid to smile..and laugh openly...to cry out of happiness and not pain...think about those good times in life and let them be your strength while going through the bumps. remind yourself that your in control of your future...you can get through the bad times and enjoy the good...let him walk with you and never forget he's always there...remind yourself that the bad times can get washed away...and remember that you will hold on to the good ones forever...